Friday, January 04, 2008
Saw two old friends today, met Lek Hao while returning to DSI after lunch at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. After work, was shopping at Jurong Point wiht Yao Boon when Justin called out to me in comics connection. Both of them were once very close friends, Lek Hao even being like a "big brother" to me. But when i saw them face to face today, both times i get the same realization.
Justin was in the same class as me from Sec 1 to Sec 4, we played everyday, went out, talked on the phone, anything good friends do. Lek Hao, the guy who held me up when my whole world collapsed on me, we talked about anything we can talk about, we were the best of partners playing Maximum Tune, i mean, who can have so much chemistry between them that even hand signals can be used and understood in a racing game? They are still the good old friends, partners, brothers that i have, but, it just feels strange. Its like u had a dad who wet missing when u were young and returned after 10 years. All so near and yet so distant. Time does do alot of things that you do not realise. Hope we can get in touch more if its possible...
I tink i might be going crazy or something these few weeks or so, when i see a back view that looks like her, or the same perfume smell (don't be amazed, my nose might be better than what dogs have), alot of contrasting feelings will swell up within me, the greatest portion being a part of me hoping it was her, yet the other part was hoping it was not her, because, i don't know to say if it was really her. What am i supposed to say? " Everyday, I miss u as much as i did yesterday, and it have never changed since 8 mths ago? " Bleh....
~ 回忆脑海里转不停，那些美丽的场景，失去的爱情，像来不及许愿的流星，再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经。。。 ~
