Youth day today, supposed to be a wonderful holiday, turned out to be a holiday that i still have to go to school... Was hoping that i dun have to this morning when mum told me that today is youth day, but life is just like that, it still has to go on, and a few hrs later, i'm sitting in the lecture hall le...-_-''' Hm...today saw her again at the school canteen, i could have turned around and said hi like a guy, but i just can't bring myself to do it... Was filled with many different emotions that very moment i saw her, happiness, sadness, disappointment, concern, anger, love... Really wanted to turn around and take a good look at her, see how she's been living these few weeks, want to know if she is happy... But, i also remembered the very moment she said the very words " stars only mah, i also can fold..." when she saw the stars i have painstakingly folded for her till my fingers were swollen... That very words that broke my heart, that tells me the girl that i once loved is no more...Is my love such a worthless thing...?
