I never thought that one day i'll be posting here again...I thought i can finally place the memories aside and walk through the road to happiness...start a new page of my life... Alot of things have happened during these few months... After lots of struggles and difficulties, I felt that i can finally bring xin fu to her and we got together...But things just don't work out, maybe we are just not destined to be together after all... Today is a day that brings me lots of feeling...I saw her this morning just as i was about to walk to my classes, i'm not sure whether its her, but i did not stop to take a good look, because the distance between us now is more than those few physical steps that are between us...We were once hand in hand, walking through the road to find true happiness, but now we're just 2 different individuals walking in opposite directions... Today is also supposed to be the day where i received all my results and finally tell my mum about her...But she's gone, it doesn't matter anymore... She had once asked me what if i didn't do well, i have promised her i'll do well and i did...Why doesn't she believe in me, believe in the relationship? Why is she willing to give it up after we tried so hard to be together? There are many why that will never be answered...Really hope to know the answers one day, even though the answers doesn't matter anymore, just like all the things i have done... ~ "蜻蜓最后一次飞落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀抚摸她的脸，用细小的嘴来亲吻她的额头，然而他弱小的身体还是不足以被女孩发现。。。"
