Saturday, October 21, 2006
Hm...School finally reopened...Used a new blogskin cos the previous one is really hard to navigate about...Very glad to continue studying again, time to buck up and take revenge for the lousy results i got for the last semester. Many things happened on this first week of school, nothing good to say the least. First, the modules are extremely stressful, full of words and everything...Even the lecture notes are pages filled with words from the top to the end, just seeing them gives me headache...Gotta hang on no matter what for my good grades...
Second thing is simply terrible, i don't know if its due to most of my friends taking their "A" levels or something...but i feel that i am losing friends and people who understand me to talk to...haiz...maybe im thinking too much or i did something wrong...just feeling empty...haiz...hope that this situation will change for the better, no matter what's causing it...=(
I recently did something which i thought was correct, i'm still holding on to my belief, "If you can't promise hapiness to someone, give her up, rather than dragging it on and causing more harm to both parties". But now, i'm feeling both guilty and terrible...Gotta find some quiet time for myself to sort up my thinking...I really don't understand myself...
